just sitting.
taking a rest to think and ponder
and knit.
just sitting.
thinking about the golden hour fading fast,
and french.
and how i should go outside soon and just
enjoy the weather with a cup
of tea and
a comfy sweatshirt.
listening to imagined guitar strings.
a new tune seems to waft through
my brain.
i want to
write it down.
but i force myself to
just sit.
i need to not rush.
i hum in my mind so i do not forget
the simple melody
which
means so much
to me
already.
whimsy.
i've been feeling
shy lately.
i blush easily in large groups
of people i don't know as well.
and have the most wonderful
times
with my small circle i love so dearly.
i need to laugh more.
i smile.
but laughter-
i need to laugh
so much more.
i cry too easily.
but good cries-
i know those
well. Jesus has been doing
so much
in my heart. i don't know what i would do without Him.
i love being creative.
but i need to
pull out my camera more often.
and take advantage of the sunrise.
i'm still sitting.
j'adore. tu adore. nous adore.
hmmm.
*deep breath*
roasted brown potatoes.
i just dropped a stitch.
i'm thinking with my hands
now.
it is hard
to sit still
unless i have something to
do with my hands
which may or may
not
be a good thing.
i
should be
just sitting.
thinking.
pondering.
listening.
remembering.
cherishing.
focus.
i think i'll go outside now.
